Growing as a worshiper

I'm finding more and more that God wants to make me a worshiper... not just every other Sunday night, but all the time. I really am starting to believe it's my calling.

It's funny... I find myself having an excited feeling about leading worship, not unlike the infatuation one feels with a new flame. I think it's because God has been preparing me for this all my life, and that I'm finally open to it. (Some people might remember I used to dislike worship music... I said I'd never listen to it, much less play it!)

I miss it when I'm not doing it, and I think there's two things God wants me to keep in mind. First, I need to make sure I'm in love with Him and not the act of doing worship. I don't think that's a problem, but I think He wants me to just make sure. And second, He wants me to be happy worshiping alone with Him, in my home, in my car, in my office -- wherever. And I genuinely think I am, but there's something different about Sunday nights... something different about corporate worship.

I'm open to growing as a worshiper, no matter what setting or situation, but the fact remains... I LOVE what I'm doing on Sunday nights. I'm excited about it. I'm hopeful. I'm ready for more. And I have a feeling I know where God might want to take me down the road.

Weird dream

Had a weird dream last night...

I was browsing the Sandy Post Web site, and clicked on a particular article (no idea which one), and to my surprise, found a reader comment at the bottom of the story that said something to the effect of:

"Marcus... I want your soul.
You can't hide from me."
From: " "

Very strange, indeed. I have some theories as to the spiritual significance of this dream, but what are thoughts? Interpret my dreams for me, people!